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[14 Dec 2005|03:21am]


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is this still open? [29 Oct 2005|09:39am]

[ mood | heavy as a brick ]

Does anyone still write here? Please bring it back... My name is Abby, and I need support. I have the motivation, I have the inspiration... I just need others to tell me that they havemy back and that even if I lose my current friends, I will still hav you guys. I'm willing to give that kind of support to all of you if at least one person writes me back. Please post and/or reply...

::my stats::
Name: Abby
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Hair color: Naturally black, brown at the moment
Eye color: Brown
EDs: anorexia and compulsive eating disorder (I know, odd mix, but when I eat, I eat and don't stop...)
Height: 5'4"
Highest weight: 180lbs
Lowest weight: 100lbs
Current weight: 139lbs
Goal weight: 98-100lbs

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First Post [05 Jul 2005|09:11pm]

Hello. My name is Alexa Raven and I a bulimic. I'm 19 years old and I've been dealing with bulimia for the past two months. I don't want to stop until I get to my desirable weight.

Alexa Raven
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[15 Feb 2005|07:31am]

ugh, i hate feb 14th, my mom has so much damn candy in the house, and this is the first year ever i have ever gotten anything from anyone other than my mom. I hate having all of this in my house, but at the same time i dont want to throw it away because i'd feel bad. I wish i could give it back, but i cant. I told my mom to take it to work with her and give it away or someting, so i guess i gave her a chance, if its there when i get home, i'll throw it away. I was with my friend yesterday, who ate 2 double cheese burgers and a small fry, then got on the sacle and was 112, AFTER EATING!!!!! 112, my goal weight. I would kill to look like her, and to be able to eat junk food like that, and not work out, and weigh that little.
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[22 Dec 2004|12:49pm]

[ mood | tired ]

hey..stumbled across this one, anyways, im christina and..
Height: 5'3"
CW: 99
HW: 117
LW: 98 (last feb/march)
STG: 95
LTG: undecided
ED: ed-nos with ana tendencies

anyways, all this started coming around a little over a year ago. ive been in and out of it, but i dont know how to really get rid of it, so ive decided just to give in to it. i cant decide whether or not to eat lunch though. my friends say to eat, but i dont know. ive been doing so well..ive lost like 2-3 pounds in the last few days.

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Eating Disorders Research [02 Dec 2004|07:13pm]
Hey everyone, Id like to introduce myself. My name is Lindsay and Im 22, a graduate from SUNY Fredonia. I will be going on to grad school in Fall 2005 and in the meantime I want to do some research. I will be going on to school for social work to study eating disorders. I am in the very early stages of putting together a lengthy survey that I plan to turn into a book (before I return to school).
This is where all of you come in. I would like to know if any of you would be interested in taking a survey such as this. It would be completely confidential (you would give only me personal info. for my record-keeping). This is going to be looked over by a lawyer before I send it out, so it will be very legit. The questions range from demographics (name, age, sex etc.)- personal data such as names would not be disclosed, to questions about your personal struggle, media influence, mental health background etc. I believe I am qualified to do research like this because I have struggled with an eating disorder for years, I feel like I have a non-judgemental outlook and the ability to ask questions that maybe haven't been asked before.
This is a rather non-personal email (sorry) that I intend to send to as many of these eating disorder based livejournal groups as possible. That is because I need help from all of YOU. If you are interested- email me
Please keep in mind that I am in the beginning stages and although I want to move the processes along quickly, it may take time before I am able to send the finalized survey out. If you email me, I will try my best to respond in a timely fashion and answer any questions you may have.
Thank you so much, Lindsay
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Newbie [14 Aug 2004|03:42pm]

Hey all! I saw this community and fliped! A FLORIDA ANA COMMUNITY! im so happy! heres my stats:

Hight: 5'6"
CW: 120 LBS
LW: 119 LBS
HW: 145 LBS
GW: 117 LBS
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[30 May 2004|03:28pm]
Ana Girls
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[12 Feb 2004|04:04pm]

[ mood | frustrated ]

fuck! cant I do anything right. I was saposed to be on a fast, and was doing well, and all water one, ZERO cals. Then today, I totaly BLOW it!!!! I had:
a can of kidneybeans, a can of chick peas( a type of beans), and a vegan chocolate bar!!!!! my god! I'm a fat ass!!!!! I cant remember the last time I ate that much in one day.

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[24 Jan 2004|11:00am]

one of my friends that i havent talked in about 6 months all of a sudden tells me that they are worried cuz i have lost a lot of weight in the past few months. wow, someone noticed. makes me feel good. I guess aerobics 6 days a week is starting to pay off.
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a new start [31 Dec 2003|07:21pm]

Well I am going to start the new year off with a fast. I am hopping to go at least a month, I havent gone that long before, but I have to try. If anyone cares to join me, let me know. My AIM is: howyouremember
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